* The Truth Is That We Are Not Aware Of What We Have, Until The Moment When We Lose That, But It Is Also True That We Do Not Know What We Lacked In Life, Until You Find That...

I draw a pretty picture
A picture on my wrist
The picture keeps getting bigger
Every time my feelings are dismissed
You think the words don't hurt me
That the actions don't cause me pain
You think that if I smile
I must be happy again
I'm not going to blame it on you
Because I know that its my choice
But it only ever happens
when you raise your voice
I hear the screams and shouts
And I reach out for the blade
I do it without thinking
Then I look at the mess I've made
It looks ugly and it stings
But it takes away the pain
And the hurt
Of all the other things
I know you'll tell me its wrong
If you ever find out
I don't want you to scream and shout

I only miss you when I'm breathing
I only need you when my heart is beating
You are the color that I'm bleeding
I only miss you when I'm breathing
 
This ain't no ordinary feeling
You are the only thing that I believe in
I know you're coming back to me and
I will be waiting here for you til the end ....

Thank you for the support and friendship . . .
@germanbiancob25oct

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SvhMaMoqbU
 
Clarity left me before all you could be
In sleep you meet, what you think isn't me
 
Am I the only eye that sees
Existence can never be unless
 
Distance rest its' eyes and truth lies
Just to see me breathing life
Seas of stars will soothe your fears
While you're drowning in your dreams, my dear
Make me real, make me be,
Make me somebody
All I need, all I seek
All you need to feel
Believe, just for me,
To breathe, silently.
 
To make me real
 
Alone you feel, what you need, suddenly
In a chain of lost, unresolved memories
 
Still I'm the only eye that sees
What I could never be unless
 
Distance rest its' eyes and truth lies
Just to see me breathing life
Seas of stars will soothe your fears
While you're drowning in your dreams, my dear
Make me real, make me be,
Make me somebody
All I need, all I seek
All you need to feel
Believe, just for me,
To breathe, silently.
 
Seek a purpose, seek a reason,
Find the light in those pale eyes
Seas of stars
The forsaken in my intent of pride
 
Am I the only eye that sees
Existence can never be unless
 
Distance rest its' eyes and truth lies
Just to see me breathing life
Seas of stars will soothe your fears
While you're drowning in your dreams, my dear
Endless times I've lost my moments
Endless times I've wondered why
When the time for dreaming's over
Where will I bring in the light?
 
Make me real, make me be,
Make me somebody
All I need, all I seek
All you need to feel
Believe, just for me,
To breathe, silently.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SvhMaMoqbU
 
Clarity left me before all you could be
In sleep you meet, what you think isn't me
 
Am I the only eye that sees
Existence can never be unless
 
Distance rest its' eyes and truth lies
Just to see me breathing life
Seas of stars will soothe your fears
While you're drowning in your dreams, my dear
Make me real, make me be,
Make me somebody
All I need, all I seek
All you need to feel
Believe, just for me,
To breathe, silently.
 
To make me real
 
Alone you feel, what you need, suddenly
In a chain of lost, unresolved memories
 
Still I'm the only eye that sees
What I could never be unless
 
Distance rest its' eyes and truth lies
Just to see me breathing life
Seas of stars will soothe your fears
While you're drowning in your dreams, my dear
Make me real, make me be,
Make me somebody
All I need, all I seek
All you need to feel
Believe, just for me,
To breathe, silently.
 
Seek a purpose, seek a reason,
Find the light in those pale eyes
Seas of stars
 
The forsaken in my intent of pride
 
Am I the only eye that sees
Existence can never be unless
 
Distance rest its' eyes and truth lies
Just to see me breathing life
Seas of stars will soothe your fears
While you're drowning in your dreams, my dear
Endless times I've lost my moments
Endless times I've wondered why
When the time for dreaming's over
Where will I bring in the light?
 
Make me real, make me be,
Make me somebody
All I need, all I seek
All you need to feel
Believe, just for me,
To breathe, silently.

Happy Birthday
For: @straysoul
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCm6gRHINqA&feature=share
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She's taking time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin
 
Chorus
I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
If you be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we, we belong
So would you be my baby?
 
She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends, well they've been trialed for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
It's like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
She's saying
 
Chorus
I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
If you be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we,we belong
So would you be my baby?
 
Hold on, hold on ...
 
Mama never loved her much
And, Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's saying
 
Chorus(2x)
I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
If you be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we,we belong
So would you be my baby?
 
I would fly to the moon and back if you be...
If you be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we,we belong
So would you be my baby?
yeaaaah ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00
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Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
 
(Pre-chorus)
One step closer
 
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
 
(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
 
(Pre-chorus)
One step closer
 
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
 
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
 
(Pre-chorus x2)
One step closer
 
One step closer
 
(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
 
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more